Have you ever wondered about your last moments in this universe ..
How idealistic it may be but I have never imagined myself to be peacefully sleeping away forever …am a romantic by heart so it’s obvious, ( if ever that thought has come to my mind )its always been something of a tragic kind ..as tragic is in someway so reflective of an romantic ,nostalgic era of love .I can write on and on about types of death I may like though I have never given that much thought into it ..yet this is not about what ultimate “end” we all wish but about the process before that ..
The only thing am very clear in my mind is I don’t want to die regretting anything..and to live a life with your decisions and not letting them to claw on you now and then is the hardest task ..
Letting go ,forgiving ,forgetting ,walking past the door which you always wondered whether it opens to another opportunity or disaster ..these all are choices too ..But then again just Believing that you have no regrets !! doesn’t that makes you little less human ? ..after-all humans make mistakes ..mistakes makes us realize that we are mere mortals .. regretting mistakes is obvious and not repeating it or learning from it is desirable…but regretting is inevitable .
So how to live ..if whatever we are doing or saying is not making us any less closer to our end then why not live a life as fearless and as we wish ..
Our every thought, every action, in-fact every cell , fiber of us screams only one thing “get the life you have dreamed, mold it , twist it , break it , make it, do whatever it takes , be as selfish as possible or be as noble as anyone can be .. but live the life which is worthy to you , that you have wished for yourself ” …with no regrets ..
I hope am learning .. and each day am trying to not regret the decisions I have made .. hopefully when the day comes whether it be sudden or in sleep I would be ready with my ending of story ..an end with no regrets ..
So how do you want your story to end ?
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