Often I see myself wandering Into the strange land of imaginations .. a place where I can be whatever I want to be .. a celebrity or a commoner , sometimes a damsel in distress and sometimes the Savior ..
Reality is another story itself . our imaginations cannot fathom the strangeness , the extent of the real world
Back to the real world..
A place where am already “someone” or something ,Am already what I have made myself to be ..
Much as I hate making decisions but somewhere in my mind I have said a ” yes” to dozen many things and “may be” to many more ,made the choices and made myself what not so I have wanted myself to be ..isn’t it the story of everyone?
It’s funny how the mind drifts to this la-la land where u can be as crazy and un-adult as u want ..My favorite place in this land is the corner where I can lie for hours and look at the sky ,the stars and marvel at their magic ..I don’t like to believe in science in this land ..science doesn’t fascinates me as much the stranger things and magic in this land …
It’s my happy space ..
Another place is where am learning .. yes learning or studying something which opens my eyes to things which I haven’t experienced yet ..Make a project out of it .. make a craft and be proud of it ..Fancy things don’t fascinate me but wild lands do .. and these experiences add to the ever changing landscape of this”la-la land”
I dream myself doing an adventurous safari or an amazonian cruise or be “cheryl wild” of “wild” ..
I dream ,I plan ,I break ,then again build those ..I drift from reality then again get attracted to my la-la land….
As like any happy dream that breaks, when u wake up.. the reality check of broken promises to one also invokes similar feeling of hopelessness
But nevertheless .. there is always the “la la land “ .. waiting for us , always there to calm us , to make us feel alive … someday i hope to break the slumber and turn my reality into the la la land itself .. “hope” is the word here which is the key to the door of this la la land.. ..Yes someday , sometime .. its gonna happen ..till then am safe in my happy land 🙂
namrataTanmay
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